Wednesday, April 26, 2006

erm... *help* having a moment here

ok... so there are a few things I've been thinking and daydreaming about affording this year.

-nano pod and little minolta "my own manga pretty" camera being 2 of the smaller things.
-fixing all the things that have gone wrong with me car in the next month and affording it's service being on the bigger side of things.
-BUT visiting UK friends would be always top of my list and other traveling and stuff and helping my family and forming some more savings plans to help with my future!

now... have started fixin up CV...planning out portfolio...posting temporary online portfolio...and browsing jobsites
I've started this because it's kind of clear to me that I have to move on to get more money to afford well...stuff?

BUT *ping* brain finally switches on... yes I'll have more money and maybe afford more stuff? maybe? but sort of less time as well... will be working harder, less leave?
and then *ping ping* "I wanna visit!" argh!
stupid laziness and travel thoughts are actually almost stopping me!

what the hey...*sigh* I'm really going to have to work on this whole ability to prioritize ANYTHING in my life.

:P I stick out my tongue at myself for suddenly getting these stupid serious thoughts.
and I'll analyze it all later... but not now. will let it simmer

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